[And she sounds genuinely contemplative, as if there's never been any thought in her mind as to whether one or the other was better or worse or as if she has considered whether or not it's right to hold it against anyone who didn't know how to handle her. People have roles they interact with, and those motions are all part of it.]
Around this time I decided I had no intention of ever being locked away. My power's mine, and I can use it as I want. So, in a way, I was free. [And still lonely, it feels like, but in a shattered way where lonely suddenly did not matter.] When he did die, I didn't know how to react. [It's not a confession. It isn't guilty.]
You can heal people and you can harm them, so of course that's something to fear... What it actually means is you can harm them.
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[And she sounds genuinely contemplative, as if there's never been any thought in her mind as to whether one or the other was better or worse or as if she has considered whether or not it's right to hold it against anyone who didn't know how to handle her. People have roles they interact with, and those motions are all part of it.]
Around this time I decided I had no intention of ever being locked away. My power's mine, and I can use it as I want. So, in a way, I was free. [And still lonely, it feels like, but in a shattered way where lonely suddenly did not matter.] When he did die, I didn't know how to react. [It's not a confession. It isn't guilty.]
You can heal people and you can harm them, so of course that's something to fear... What it actually means is you can harm them.