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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-08 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[She certainly wouldn't try looking at the letter, even if it wasn't folded and outside of her reach. What she would do, however, is sit right up on the edge of the table next to her, performing an immediate, but by now familiar, bridge into her personal space.]

I've been preoccupied. Time has simply slipped away from me. I haven't eaten, so I thought something sweet would tide me over until the morning. Now that I'm here, though, I'm a little indecisive.

[She's not sure exactly what would feel safest to eat at the moment.] Any recommendations? [Psyche is nearly the only person she would offer to get a snack for.]
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-08 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Worried I'll break the commitment I made in lieu of a promise? [She chuckles softly.] I might skip the confections on the buffet and make something simple myself.

[She's no cook, and, as they discussed some weeks ago, not completely inundated with chemistry, either. But how hard could it be to turn some frozen fruit into a paste and layer it with chocolate, or something?]

Will you have something? You've been foregoing sleep as long as I have.

[And she must be tired; though in her exhaustion more often than not it seems they gravitate closer to one another rather than apart. It just seems sensical to be in such close quarters.]
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-09 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. Perhaps at the theater, yes? Far be it from me to keep you from what you needs must.

[When Psyche reaches for her hand, she takes it, her grip tight as usually. She doesn't squeeze and let go right away but instead holds her firm, letting their fingers lace together.]

After today, you would tell me if you were feeling unwell, weren't you? [She's so...lethargic. None of the jittery, hunted rabbit energy that has characterized her fussing when unable to directly help others before. Perhaps she really has run herself to exhaustion, something that Waltaquin always wondered if she'd see.]
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-10 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Waltaquin's tendency to wear gloves even with her island-acquired attire has likely given their various gestures a bit of distance... or maybe it hasn't at all, creating a weight that she didn't think was possible despite it all. Psyche is probably the first and last person who will ever say they found comfort in her. Even then, could she say that she is worried?

Is that what she's feeling now, finding her first and likely last friend acting so weakened? She tugs on their hands.
]

Really? I had no idea it was a sore subject. Your friend? The one my present reminded you of?

[First the theater, now... What had she told Psyche the other night?

Pick an honest person and give them occasion to lie.
]
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grips your hands tightly...!

[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-10 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounds like an assassination attempt. [Quin says this halfway to herself. More accurately, it sounds like the diversion for an assassination to happen underneath. Who knows how things are done in this other country, though?

She had pulled her hands away from Psyche's hair quickly a few days ago, unsure if her gentle correction was a rebuke. Now, she seems hesitant to release the hand in hers, though her grip still has the same quality to it, not aware of what is too hard or too long.

Finally she allows it, letting the hand slip through hers, though her fingertips skirt Psyche's palm on the way.
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How fortunate for you, at least, for her not to have been. The church in my country is rotten underneath, but you may really be divinely protected. [She chews on that sentence - and will allow Psyche to do the same.]

This, too, is not your fault, you understand that?
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-11 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
["You're always so sweet."] Pffyheheheheh!

[Her expression had been doing a decent job at remaining restrained, but that just cracks it wide open.]

Only you could say that! [How would she feel, if that were true? If she thought for even a moment that she would be perceived that way? But Psyche knows her too well, in that strange way where she looks both through her and at her directly and hopes to see something in the empty middle.] I wish more than anything that I could tell you that.

Do you want to keep playing?
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-11 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah, she's standing. Best meet her at the table in turn. Very slowly, like a cat stretching from its position in the sun, Waltaquin rises, taking a step back herself so she's edgewise at the table.]

You know it is with her and physical affection. [It isn't said derisively, just amused. She can't replicate the warm kindness of the touch, and without Psyche to initiate it, that was really all she could do.]

It's really you, isn't it? [She laughs, a full raucous bark of it. Waltaquin doesn't quite understand herself exactly what drew her to this conclusion, but there has to be something - a thing that she heard before, a danger, a reflection. Her heart is pulsing hard.] Oh, how does that work, I wonder. Consider my curiosity also thoroughly piqued!

She thinks we're alike, you know. Told me I'd like you.
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-12 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Who can really say? [Not Psyche, since she isn't here. It's also the first thing a woman would say to a young lady of comparable age, if she wanted to be trusted by them. Who wouldn't open up to someone who already looked at you in the same light as a friend?

Waltaquin folds her hands in front of her. Her unquenchable curiosity is still unfurling. She's spent a lot of time in noble sport, but it's so depressing to have to do it now when she'd rather throw everything in the air at once.
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Since you're here now, I would hope you could elucidate, though she may have been concealing her own hand. [Like feeling for a burst organ under the skin, she puts a little pressure on it, noticeably.]

But since you're here now, she must be in over her head. [Someone who has time to sit and write a letter probably didn't intervene for reasons of immediate danger, so... Well. She's pretty sure she knows what kind of knowledge was invoked.]
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-12 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[She is always a little proud of Psyche when she does things like that, in the way fire is proud to see sand become glass. Is it the same? Perhaps they aren't so different.]

We could have fun, but you did say you didn't have the time. I've been dying to find a worthwhile challenge.

[There's a tacit agreement to open her mental file on the situation; she does, in fact, know why Psyche would act so decisively.]

It's very noticeable, actually - almost by design. In fact, I've considered the target may not have been Wei Wuxian but his adjacents.

It's also notable that the poison enabled his power instead of restricting it, and as someone who wouldn't just test a new dangerous spell on herself, I believe someone else may have seen the same opportunity.
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-16 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I believe his grandeur weighs out his self-sacrifice in this regard. Haha... Of course he is a liar. In some ways we really are alike, though I could do with less of the self-loathing. [This isn't said with any particular bite; she really does like Wei Wuxian.]

My similarities with Wang Lu are less noticeable, though to me they are quite apparent.

[They are too often on the same wavelength for him to not have at least a little insight into her. But Psyche, Waltaquin imagines, knows what she's doing - though she may be idealistic, she does not take wolves for puppies.

(This may reinforce itself a day later, when Psyche brings up her ex-fiance and Waltaquin knows: She doesn't need liberation; she could easily kill him herself.)
]

Hee hee. I could confess, but you've already ruled me out, or you wouldn't have asked. [Short-timed or not, she thinks that giving her a length of rope to hang herself with would be too irresistible, too sweet a game.] So what's your real theory?
Edited (sorry i realized there wasn't enough unsettling laugher ) 2023-06-16 17:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-16 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[She barks out another hyehyeh.] Find me again if you ever do. I must still solve the mystery of our purported similarity.

[Arms crossed, circling a bit as she ponders, so they may as well be two big cats pacing. It helps, sometimes, to move when she is restless, but this is not nervousness so much as searching along the wall for a mousehole.]

Worth noting that the creature encountered at the waterfall laboratory could apparently regenerate. I'd no occasion to see it myself.

I imagine the overseers did not get involved because he didn't die. They are either unbothered or expected it or both. The doctor is too obvious, but so is the man who made us the first drinks to begin with.

A third option, if you would, Medea: One discontent enough to ally themselves against the rest of us under the pretense of curing our ills. A..hahah...a double-agent, or even more than that.
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[personal profile] necrotiem 2023-06-16 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh? Presumably they couldn't, based on whatever restrictions this island enforced on them.

Namely, time. Resources. Keeping the garrote off of their own neck or someone else's. I've been threatened with no such thing, but I suppose I'd need someone whose fate I cared about so much for that.

They may also be playing to position themselves at an advantage for a future move. It's not fun if you throw the whole chessboard in the fire.

At the very least, I should conclude we aren't looking at desperation.

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